Friendship is more than just being friends.

not very close friend.
not very old friend.
not those 24/7 sticking together friend.




yet, a very simple and true friend,
whom call you for nothing,
but just making sure that you finished your homework and revision.

whom let you feel youre someone in her life.

whom let you feel cared and loved.


just a very simple post for me to thank you for being my friend. and all the best to you and me in our coming A2. =/

my holiday pastime.

holiday. once the holiday begins, i plan and plan and plan for my holiday, im afraid that my holiday would turn up to be boring. and so from the 1st day of the holiday, i've been going out with all kinds of friend from am to pm every single day. today, i'd actually found that i'd lost the passion for shopping. is like going for shopping aimlessly, u see nothing, u feel nothing. and i know i wont get something satisfying this way. but fun part was, i get to see my old friends, talking non stop with them, know they are find these days. =D

I WANT TO REST!!!
this is the very yuanteng's way of holiday!
so tomoro i will let myself a day rest and do my all my favorite past time. =)
yuanteng's favorite pastime--letting my time pass, having my own sweet time, taking my own sweet time, wasting my time, and living out of time. =)



satisfactory guaranteed!

i the.. suckee?

okie. world. yea exam is over. a beautiful full stop. but yea lazy me. so save the 'wow! exam-is-finally-over!' post.

and, you knoe whatttt? klang is getting real hot. i mean high temperature hot. not klang people are hot okie. some yea. like yours truly? but not all lah.
and i dunno what happenned but its really hazey nowadays. opened burners, smokers, idonesians(no, i love kakaks!) i just dun like u all la okie.

okie those are not the main points that worth to blog about. but it link, because of the damn weather, the bloody sucker fly in my room to have some fresh cool air to live! MOSQUITOESSSSSSSSSSSSS! i dun mind they suck me tho. but hell, why they just have to wake me up middle of the night!! its so irritating to wake up just to shock them! yes, i use the electric racket shock-er to shock them. lol

sucker! and yuanteng the.... suckee? haha.

yuanteng finds..

super torturing to wait for the exams to end. yuanteng had been hanging for almost a month and yet exams still not ending yet. arrrgh! help~

its worse when seeing everyone is already enjoying thier holidays. =(

ellen quoted " the more i study, the more i realised that there are actually a lot more which i don't know."

yuanteng on the other hand quoted " the more i study, the more i realised im stupid not that smart."

if one day u find that i dont want to study already, dont worry, i just want to act smart. =)


have you ever noticed that the word 'studying' is made up of the words 'student' and 'dying'?
-Kay's.

my very precious asset to my mouth!

and this asset really bothersome!


remember i ever complained about the pain in my mouth due to my very precious assets growing in my mouth the most bottom left corner? yes. the pain come again! and so me tak boleh tahan went to seek for a dentist today. uhh.. just now.
my doctor. DR Reginald Sta Maria.. =D he very gentle, he very nice, he very soft spoken. he... uh.. i would have marry him if he is younger. lol
btw he is a oral surgeon weih!
okie back to topic.

took an X-ray periodically to see the alignment of my new yet to be pluck asset!
den he said.. aiyaaaa
my very precious asset broke partway through my gums, causing a flap of gum tissue to grow over them where food can be trapped and a devalope gum infaction! my asset is unable to break through my gums.
my asset had misaligned and might have to remove.
ouchhhh!
eh. mind you. not just simply pluck leh but have to undergo surgery! ouchh ouchh!
in conclusion, im tooooooo small to have such hugeee wisdom in me. lol being wise is not a great thing sometimes!
so yea. i really hope the pain go away soon. and my asset can grow healtily!
i went youtube to check it out how wisdom tooth is extracted just now. goshhh.. i opened watch like 2 mins and close. i scared i might have to undergo the surgery, better not to knoe so much!
stupid wisdom tooth that caused sooooo much pain and problems!

the promise between me and my blog!

arrrgh. shit. i hate this blog already.





wait. after exam k?
i clean clean my blog. polishhh and spray some perfume. =)

i promise! =)

me like much.

just thought u might like a little reminder.

CIE is next week!
uh wait.. live life positively.














holiday is just a month away!

spread the =]

=D

1 week.

of holidays study week.
Finally,it's over,and it's s'all goood. :]
1 week, i did not spend a night on my bed, not even a nap. =(
spend like 5days in thailand. 2 days in genting. 2days outing and stay over in lilian's place. what not. didnt touch any books. didnt practice piano. didnt kemas room. what i did the whole week was just spending. money.



Thailand-Hatyai.
i went thailand during thier new year. thier tradition is to spray water everywhere to every single human they saw. pour a small bolw of water on ppl's body. it's actually a sign of blessing. =] unfortunately, most of the people especially tourist from singapore and malaysia spray, shoot, throw, splash, throw water on everyone nomatter what. =( lol
the trip is fun beside the fact that im the only teens. so, yea, i played with all my-mum's-age aunties.
owh yea, no riots. i went hatyai. not bangkok.

dad and your beloved.

mum and your beloved.

morning.

afternoon.











night.

















yours truly. in the night street.
















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girlfriends.
went 1u with lilian, woon yee and her boyfriend. its fun going out with them. craped a lot with brooy as usual. =D then made woon yee and brooy waited like 1hour? out side craft heaven. a scrapbooking shop. me and lilian happily spending our sweet time inside. lol end up spending another RM320. holyyy crap!
owh yea, did i mention we went wondermilk at damansara utama before that? lol nice shop. nice design. nice cupcakes. unfortunately cannot visit often. we stay in klang! why? nvm. we enjoy eating bah kut teh. after that when back with lilian. slept with her. lol we stayed up chated and online untill late mid night 4am? @.@ and i missed my breakfast with michelle and ming wai the next morning.



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nothing much about genting, beside the fact that cousins and me gambling 24/7. lol

short one.

wisdom tooth is growing. but wisdom aint growing.


its freaking painful. i need an ice cream tub to ease the pain.



preferably, a mint flavour ice-cream with choco bits!

nobody told me there'd be days like these.

a mixture of different feelings.
from sad to depress and to distressed.
this is the peak of my bitter days i'd ever face in my 19years of living.
i didnt know days can be this tough.
is not like what ur thinking. u really cant imagine what im really facing.
is not like "owhhh examss izzit?". is not just exams okie.
arrrghh! i wanna grow up soon. i just duwan to stay at this moment. its really too much for a 19years old little kid u knoe.
arrrghhhhhhhhhhhh!






okie i always believe this
"tough time dont last."
let me prove this phrase right and can actually apply in life k?
god, if u hear me.

paperssss.

are driving me crazy.
papers are my everything.
i wake up i look at papers, before i close my eye, papers will be the last thing i glance at.
go to college oso look at papers, sometimes even fresh papers, those stacks of papers that teacher just distribute, and want us to either drink or swallow the whole damn thing by cook or crook!
hmmmm, wut a lifeless life.
samore thos papers are like, black and white only.
arrrgh.. papersssss!





i will have to be this crazy until end of the year.
slap me! if it helps waking me up! gahhhh!
lazy bugs are in my blood. cant help up.

a gift to my friends. dearest.

yuanteng only deals with beautiful things.
if you're one of my friend, you're beautiful. =)

Fuck.

i just wanna cry.

i hate i hate i hate people being so lovey lovely loving!
im jealous i know. fuck! i hate this feeling.
jealous is rarely my thing, why this time?




let me overcome all this nonsense, just this time alright?

20/03/2009

today i went for the cervical cancer vaccination at taylors.
joint event by MSD, klinik Lee and ofcourse taylors.

very very spontaneously,
today im so so boring studying alone at foyer
[altho the foyer guy infront of me, but no mood la, everyday i look at him, he didnt even notice me =(. so forget it la. you think no body wants yuanteng meh, altho im still waiting la. but im sure there will be someone okie. ]

so. i go thru my phone contact one by one, den saw "amanda"
okie la, so long didnt see this zha bo already.
calling..
me:amanda, where u?
amanda:me? now in skul waiting for my turn to inject lar. so sket~
bla.. bla.. bla..
me:izzit? ey, i want injection too!
amanda: come now la.
me: okie wait for me. hahahha

so while injecting, quite scary, the very nice doctor gimme a pack of milo and ask me to squeeze.



this is the end product of it. poor milo. esprecially the girl infront of it Xp






































im waiting for you, but when you come to me. im not going to turn to you. not even a glance.

oh~ slap me.
slap me!

what a day. my teacher's fault!

a historical day maybe.
or rather i hope it wont happen in my life anymore!

today i reach college at 8am! 7 plus plus infact.
and you noe what? my 1st calss only starting at 3.30pm.
so i waited like 7.30hours. -.-
my 8.30am class cancelled. my 1.30pm also class cancelled.
the worse damn thing is we only get to noe the class cancelled right before the time that the class suppose to start at.
see sunway management?? intro people join sunway A levels oso turun my standard. if they can tel us earlier, at least i can stay at home for like 7 more hours right. -.-and their excuse was EMERGENCY leave. i wonder how many emergency leave they can actually have.

well well well. i talked the 7.5hours away. cause im too awake to sleep. hahaha! there goes my day.

yuanteng.Lee.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Yuan teng!

1. If you lace yuan teng from the inside to the outside, the fit will be snugger around your big toe.
2. The International Space Station weighs about 500 tons and is the same size as yuan teng.
   [haha, im HUGE!!! ]
3. Ostriches stick their heads in yuan teng not to hide but to look for water!
   [water? lol ]
4. Yuan teng can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid!
   [so, hot people out there, dont come near me! ]
5. Plato believed that the souls of melancholy people would be reincarnated into yuan teng!
   [so, im melancholy in my previous life? haha btw, wuts that? ]
6. Forty percent of the world's almonds and twenty percent of the world's peanuts are used in the manufacture of yuan teng.
7. In her entire life, yuan teng will produce only a twelfth of a teaspoon of honey.
   [does that mean im not sweet? awwww =( ]
8. Ninety-six percent of all candles sold are purchased by yuan teng.
   [haha,heat destry yuanteng, yet yuanteng buys 96% candles ]
9. The patron saint of yuan teng is Saint Eugenie.
10. If you break yuan teng, you will get seven years of bad luck!
    [hahahhahah.. i like this the most. so ppl who break my heart, becareful yea.]

I am interested in - do tell me aboutherhimitthem

all these nonsense are from michelle's blog obviously!

hiiii haaaaaah~

have u people experienced shopping with a baby?
a baby as in a baby who dunno how to talk dunno how to walk one.
lol. this happened to me ytd! lolll
me and my friend went one-u, wut else? shopping.
den she was suppose to take care of that baby, her aunt's baby.
den she just bring along. lol
been ages since we last met.
been waiting for donkey years for them to plan a simple outing.
the outing turned out pretty awesome!

i say i miss them. =D








this is the baby! we actually went in to baby shop to shop for him lol. lilian bought a soft rubber toy for him to bite to help him grow his teeth or something lidat. the bitting rubber toy will actually vibrates when u assert force, like when u bite, it will vibrate. very interesting tho.




i like this shoe very much. its lilian's. =( not mine. she bought it from miss sixty.it expensive, no wonder so pretty lar!





look at him!





and his mouth!






so sweet!






>.<




the three ladies!














me and woon yee.


















in the fitting room. lilian must be outsite jaga baby. lol




















this is the end product!













so happieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~






its mine~ its mine!















this is what.....

















i really want!

















shop till broke! makan maggie saja lar.














retail therapy helps! haha if break up allows me to shop, i wil find ten boyfriends, and break up one by one~ wuahahahhahahha!



credits: specially thanks both my friends. wonderful day. wonderful present. =)

i say: "if the sun rises tommoro morning, sadness comes to end!"

a rather depressed one agian, im sorry.

life have to be carry on.
only loser turns back.
yuanteng dont even look back.

i wonder,
was this your plan from the start.
you say you care,
but i feel that you dont.
i dont see in your eyes that same old sparks that was always there.

you put me through tears,
and made me have fears and felt insecure.
all you did to make me feel better,
is just a kiss and say sorry.
but haven't you noticed,
that saying sorry isn't enough?
yes, it helps by saying sorry,
but haven't you noticed,
only temporarily?
its like eating panadol to kill the pain temporary,
but how bout the main problem?
u dont even bother to ask.

i guess that i can't say,
that i love you.
because of this i have to say good-bye.
and don't worry about hurting me anymore,
because i won't be there to say,
it's okie.

the niu.

happy chinese new year people! =)

the full stop.

im thinking a lot today.
thinking that what if one day i die. what if i die tomoro? what if i slepp and dont wake up? and left just like that?
i dont wanna die so fast. i dont wanna leave everything everyone behind me just like that. and yet, what can i do to prevent dying? seriously people, dont tel me stay at home. no where is the safest place tho. and i wanna live life to the fullest. how can i stay my life at home? lol
how about my family members? my boyfriends and girlfriends? my boyfriend's boyfriend? my boyfriend's girlfriends? my girlfriend's girlfriends? n my girlfriend's boyfriends? all my friends in short.
they might can live without me. but i cant go and leave all of them aside.
and ofcos the one! you're part of my life.

last time when people is talking about life n death. i would join them, but i always have the thinking like c'mon its far from me la. im only 18! but today i realised life and death is just beside me. i could just leave lidat any secound. may be i cant even finish this post? who knows ryt? but i know i must finish! you people will read my this post okie!
furthermore, the news paper is forcing me to accept that i will die in any second.
people dying every day.
die very very funnily. very unpredically.
his/her own house gate dropped on him/her and die.
a flower pot drop from above, just nice knock him/her and die.
die half way having shower due to electric shock.
die because ppl mis-killed him/her.
people's car crushed on his/her car on the way to thier wedding place, although driving very safely.
die while sleeping or eating with family due to tahan runtuh?
not forgetting tsunami and earthquake?
seeeeeee.. really ridiculus ryt? but all this lead to death. very sad cases.
do they know they are dying soon? anything they wanted to say? or do?
i am very very sket of dying! i dont want to die so young. i really really dont want to leave this world.
why crying very hard wont help living longer?? =(

last time when i came into those "100things to do before you die"
"places to visit before you die". i always do flip through. but like others as usual, fliped trough and place it back. and worse still forget everythg the very next day and tel my self 'buy next time lar. now a levels where got time to read?'
read d so what? i oso got no money to go there' -.-

life and death is beside us. im sket!!!! but hell, i wanna live without fear! live very meaningfully and peacefully!

so many things i wanna say to so many people.
so many things i wanna do before the day come.
but hey, our inbox is always piling.
where got ppl nothing to do one?
i wanna kiss my future husband!
i wanna hug my child and tel him/her that i really proud of him/her!
i haven't go through my adulthood!
my 21st birthday?
my retirement?
i wanna hold a piano grade8 cert.
i wanna hold degree cert/s.
still got master ler?
i wanna make my parents proud of me.
i want my husband feel pround of having me!
arrrrgh! even i achieved all this so what? will i be prepared to leave?
NO!!!!
*i just dont wanna die!


where will i be afetr leaving?
my energy will converted into what? air? sunlight?
is there really god/goddess?
do female god undergoes period?
will male god falls in love with female god?
or fall in love with two female gods in the same time?
is god friendly?
will he/she takes me to heaven?
forget bout hell. i dont wanna go there!
is there such thing like re-born?







im fear.

as hui sin said.

the more u sleep, the more the number of brain cells got killed.

so people,
total number of brain cells i killed during this holiday due to over slept:8346564385645683765896275893265902378932895678923758989578937598375983759743867475689476897435967475t847896746783768937895768943756765489751575153478615781324324564132456132003054530324845484649797846541975419761564765167491369438475864562045073647279082524745652974576219754726757546754712921762179549761718416794751574197256741846179516721675915754267519721642978972637419761791476171741574815467189476127616978498764562132431756487945762189746754977974516385268596519775917756489776478945749747917641791761764764579+45975984975726179416716791
and total number of brain cell alive and function well: 0

today morning, raymond brought me out for breakfast, he wants to photostate our accounts homework. i woke at 9am!!!!! or 930Am? lol after makan n chated, i reached home bout 12-ish pm. yuanteng continue to sleep. -.-
and woke at 7pm! =.=
i was like 'wah!!!!!!'
fine. nvm.
then, felt a little guilty, so open my accounts and planned to finish up before skul reopens. damn it. zero brain cell left. how to do?

FIRST.

2009 resolution.
its all about a levels.




just the three hundred and sixty five days.
just the twlve months.
just 2009 alright!


its time for yours truly to show her true power!















so, are you ready?