too often, where we need water, we find guns instead.

laugh. can?











i jus need a pic of a smily. n i found this instead. it made me laugh like shyt!

thursday v sueann.

life's awesome. god treats me so well! thanks!
frens are currently my soure of happiness. lol
met sueann today.
she enjoys her life lately.
she is rocking her own life man. great!
she claims herself a bitch n colour her nails v some bitchy pink in my room! lol
envious v her life. so many GENEROUS ppl around her larrrr! 8)

i still have friends.

life is getting better!
but monitor sucks! screen is still jumping!

somewhere in the middle.

my journey to adulthood,
my youth to kiss away.

But as we go we find ourselves
at a truly awkward stage.
We're partial, unripe, sketchy and crude
at this tender age.

we are old enough to make a choice
yet still young in many ways.
Too young to pack our bags n go,
too old to want to stay.

Young enuf for fun and games
too old for carefree lives.
Young enuf for hopes n dreams,
yet for reality we strive.

Old enuf for heartfelt pain,
too young to find the cure.
Too old for the childish ways of past,
too young to be mature.

Old enuf to fall in love
and give our heart away.
But, still too young to understand
just why we feel this way.

We're trusted, loyal, proud and true
yet scolded,sneered and scorned.
between the role of adult and child,
we are somewhere torn.

like an incomplete work of art,
we're awkward, unsure, half-baked.
But be patient please
for we're on our way
to becoming something great.

past, present, & super future.

past!

• enrolled for advance diploma for interior design at raffles design school! uh.. more to deferred actually. lol
  
  
• watched:
  1.ah long- not very interesting, just typical comedy.
  2.spiderwick- awesome. worth watching. love it tho.
  3.vantage point- so. so. not recomanded.
  4.horton hears a who- can i say not worth watching? lol
  5.27 dresses- sweet!
  
  
• owh.. did i mention about my new tooth brush? finally i have a new tooth brush. felt very fresh, made me love brushing my teeth tho. i ve the very nice feeling =) been using the hotel toothbrush one for like few weeks already. thanks dude2!
  
  
• love the combination of honeystar and cold milo(not ice milo!). lol not match tho. but its tasty. go ve a try!

present!
awww.. rainy days week. love it much tho. sometiems i ve the rainy feeling. only when its raining not that heavily n when im alone. dont get me wrong, its not lonely, its not emo too. its the opposite of emo? yeah. cant find a suitable words for that particular feeling. just replace it with rainy feelings k. thats the time i felt, lifes really awesome n meaningful even without a boyfriend! xP. no offence yea. and i always happen to open my window to.. to ve the feeling? n listen to the tiny droplets falls on the ground? wutever. but its very cooling. on the meantime, mind and soul are set to free. den they headed to the place where they belong to but they are not allow to be there to most of the time - the heart! as we know, reality dont usually follow our heart. no matter what, the sun still shines after the rain. =)

super future!
lee yuan teng the successful interior designer.

this too shall pass.

everyone around me don't seem to be happy nowadays. i don't mean sad. but just not very happy like usual. so m i. i always want things a certain way, when i know they cant be so. i cant live with my own, like now. i can simply go crazy. and yeah, i get frustrated n discourage so easily. i need support n encouragement all the time. i need someone to talk to. i need to express my anger or happiness out. joking around n bull shitting around is how i deal with things. friends always make things easier for me. i need to go school badly. but i knew, i wont be enjoying the 1st few weeks. without any friends y'know. i know i cant do it. friends ain't a problem for me. =)

i'm sorry for all the people,
to whom i'd throw all my anger on.
I'm sorry for all the times i lost my temper,
and for the times when i was really rude.

today was suppose to buy my red gap bag remember? went all the way to gardens. when in gap happily. show the fella the catalog. bloody hell..
'sorry, v r having sales now so v ve only old stock for now. this bag is not out yet. come again tomoro. =)'
'-.-'
nvm.. so was walking around. i just want summin badly, anythg. i wanna carry bags back!!! went in animal. saw a very pretty jacket. preparing to buy it.
'can i ve a size 8 pls?'
'*check check check.* sorry miss. size 12 can ar?'
'*-.-!! another bloody shit.* uh.... uh....'
'our pyramid branch ve size 8 for this.'
'thx... =D'
.
.
.
*pyramid*
BOUGHT! =D
damn satisfying.
.
.
.
*back home*
'*show sis* nice?'
'nice...=D suit you!'
'izzit? =D'
'you ANIMAL MAR!'


***
tomoro driving test!!!! 6.30AM!! 6.30AM!!
yuanteng go sleep, go sleep now.

god bless me.

dear god,

thank you for granting me such a satisfying pretty good result. i seriously appreciate it n happy bout it a lot. =) n i know i deserve that.
but why the hell heaven that all my fren's results are better den mine? lol. u disappoint me y'noe. nvm. i forgive u k? only for this time. gimme a better-than-others-result in my whole college life k? thank you pls be note that i do love you.

with love,
yuanteng.






hope thunder dont strike me. =0
sorry god. im apologizing god.
im just joking. i noe ur kind. =)
*pheeew.. i apologized n i shall be saved. =D*

tomoro? so what.

tel me why am i not nervous about my spm results. at all.

jogoya.

im on my holiday again. i mean, im not working any longer. so today was like sooo boring in the morning. so i decided to go out with a few frens, went to starhill, yea, the YTL classy place. didnt go there for a very long time, not classy enuf to be there? may be. lol. yadayada. v than went for the japs buffet. JOGOYA. altho the name of the restaurant is like so so? uh, sucks. butttt!!! OMG is a super nice place, is like heaven? yea, almost. so any sushi freak out there? a must visit place. i purposely didnt eat breakfast for tat! XP ate quite a lot, more than i expaected, hehe. wallap all expensive one ofcos, abalone soup, escargots, n shell like pearl thingy,scallops, sushis, whole big fish. really enjoy man. last but not least, desserts. what oso wallap. lol puddings, tarts, ice creams, cakes. lol i like the place a lot! =) the best thing is... lol. fren treats me! =) save my 100bucks! XP after everythg wanna wipe my hands v the wet tissue, saw this thg. ;p

JO-a supreme place.
GO-the place live by the king.
YA-a shop.
okie fine, the name not nice. not suit. wut a place live by the king n den a shop. lol

den i saw this phrase. i like.
'JOGOYA means a shop which full of culture should be visited by the high class people. '
it simply saying im a high class people indirectly. =) Wow.


aAiKS.. did not snap any picture. well, i noe i'll visit again. wanna be higher class people. lolol

happy birthday sammy.

well done malaysian. i really starting to love malaysia n ofcos malaysian after the general election. guess pak lah shall wake! but.. ishhh.. y keadilan take over selangor, i would rather choose for DAP-the red rocket with a blue round circle!! like penang. =) well, luckily BN still wins over all. else, i'll ve no government? sounds great ryt? but i dont think tats fun y'know. v shall let BN a chance to improve.

suppose to help up today in MCA's office, but y'noe cant really help up, underage. so, instead of sitting down there waiting for the results, me n a few working frens went foot massage. teehee.. after the session, the fella massage my shoulder. it felt relief. but! bout evening, i felt the pain on my shoulder. hell still pain now. -.- after the foot massage went 1U to watch movie, fatal move. those typical dai lou movie. gangsters v guns n stick fighting, n soon blood everywhere. not very interesting. ending part not very nice too. but i do like the part when the wife told the husband why she harm him. the only one percent of love story n the whole movie. lol this is the 1st 18PL movie i watched after 18. im a legal audience for a 18PL movie. =D n i wanna be the one buying tickets, haha. the fella selling tickets tels me tat its a 18PL movie (as i expected). i went:'im 18. im 18 last month! =D' she smiles at me. guess she went thru this too? lol









saw this bag in GAP. love it tho. will be getting one next week! red one. yay!
n yea world woman's day i suppose. so have a happy day woman! =D

i will learn to cook...

buy me this. i WILL learn to cook... yea cook

















... eggs.

coincidentally march.

okay, i would really like to update everything.

day1: a great start.
what a satisfying day. =) guess wut?
well well well.. for the very very very 1st time in my life...
yuanteng went sailing! yea. sailing.guess u are like me, once heard sailing, wild imagination start popping out. lol nope.








uh.. yayaya.. summin lidat!
went with sis's frens, guess it ll be even fun if my frens are around. its still fun for a 1st timer neway. n i did learnt how a sail function.. PHYSICS! i love. =)
unfrotunatelly, theres so much colourfull stringsss... n the english sail term for me to remember.
cant do it. hope i can go v sis again next time. =) hehe, saw many not-so-good-looking-guy buttttt... helll.. love their bodies wei! well toned. fit! n tanned girls v extreamly nice legs! =)
moved forward. after the race, we were like lying on the sail n let it float back. =) tats the most enjoying part of all. =) there are 5 person on the boat, 2 couples. n ME! odd ryt?
they are enjoying their lovey dovey life. well, its okie,=) im too imaginating my prince were enjoying a spectacular sunset & some delicious wine v me! =)


Day2: isnt tat bad.
which is yesterday.
went working like usual. watch drama like for whole day.
my working place is like so damn boring tat i ve to watch drama to let the time pass.but hell.. it still felt like everythg move slower den usual, specially the pointer of the clock! usually it moves tic tac tic tac. n ytd is moves tic..... tac..... tic.... tac..... -.-
the rest of the day. forgottan lar.
owh yea, i remember shoulder is like terribly aching.
cant sleep well ytd nyt.
i duwan to be an old lady!!!!
was like tossing around on the bed n flipping pillow every few mins.
got mosquitos bites! hmmp! stupid violin bugs!
den when i wake up, i saw this fat violin bug flying happily its way home v a very satisfied look! bloody hell..
i knew tat fella was filled v my fresh blood... n yea.
"SMACK!"
RIP.
=D


day3:today.(monday)
well, summin really goes very wrong now. may be hormones is fooling v me.
i dunno why im starting feeling a little down from time to time.
n a little grumpy. a little impatient. for example, while having dinner just now, my std one cousin came kacao. i tel her to go out of my line of vision. lol. she is just std one. i wonder why.
take note that im always a happy person.
little thgs is able to make me happy already. i remember once in class, i wanna make myself to finish my water in skul, i start fantasize my plain water are sweet n eventually i drank v a smile n start telling frens around me tat my water is sweet den usual. i can really pretend n act like drinking summin really nice. lol there goes my bottle ll be empty by the bell rings. n yea, the feeling... SATISFACTION. =) see.. i told ya, small thgs really do matter! =) i too love being able to go in a shop n find summin lovable. n most importantly, i ve the money to buy it. den i will be smiling the whole night. *yay! i ve a new shoe/bag/cloths!!!* OMG.. SATISFACTION again! xD but but but. sometimes, well at least not all the time, i dun understand y the hell i ve to keep pointing on someone important's weak point n get mad n unhappy over it. why? i shall change i guess. i have to.







finish my coffee.
done some smoke.
nothing more to blog!
alryt, satisfy!
bye dude!
okieokie. im lying. xP
i hate smokers.
i prefer milo over coffee!

i saw an orang-utan.

lazy. yea, me.
ll update tomoro.
really lar...



title?
just ignore,
i ve an orang-utan picture on the wall of my room. =)
while thinking for a title,
i turn my head around.
n this fella pop out.
(tis is not the actual pic.)