learning my limits on sunday morning.

went back high school yesterday for scout's camp fire.
beside the events going on and the tasty nasi lemak i had.. i'm feeling rather shock n real happy seeing all my good old friends. sometimes when things happened and things change(which we really cannot control), the friendship eventually fades as time flies. but i didn't know even it fades or we seldom get to know each others new life, talking lesser to each other, the bond between us remains there. i met a friend whom i rarely talk to like for 2 years, but before that we are real good friends.. i didn't know that i act could pour everythg to him, mainly bout relationship. thats one of the thing that i do not share to everyone. he is not those smart, talented, well looking, great man who all girls dream man. but still, i trust him. this is the true friendship? yea.

huisin stayed over in my place. we chatted, not crapped.
sometimes holding things too tightly or taking things too heavily/seriously doesnt mean it wont go. so why not just let it be? when it comes, u appreciate it, when it goes, no one can really stop it. live in the present n have no regrets later on. =D i love this the most, huisin.
i miss xinyu.





i feel like talking to one of my very nice friend in sarawak(he'd beed there for like 2 weeks), but im afraid that he wants a brand new life over there without me. felt to stupid about us.