file close!

*forgive.. forgive*
okie, they are forgiven.
ignore those bitches! life being sweet again. =)


in this incident, the best comfort i got its from my dad! lol he said...
"just ignore them , dont place some shit in front of you and smell it." how true it is. =) im glad i ve such family members telling me to do the right thing and feel better. unlike some mother telling their daughter how to hate others. awww, so sad.

the most unwelcome guest ever.

i m so fucking angry on those really horrible people talking something bad bout me behind of me. can u even believe she actually emailed MY sister n complained about me and thinking that this can hide it from me? so farrrnniieee!!!! i don't know how the fuck she claimed that i STEAL her fucking stuff while she was staying in MY place. funny ryt? believe it or not. And she actually claimed that i FORCE her mum to give me her 25pound pajama. can u actually believe that she used the particular word-FORCE. if she wants back, i WOULD and i WILL mail her by air. fucking chicken, y not tel me u want it back infront of me, instead of complained to my sis. besides, she actually ACCUSED me that i stop my elder sister not to give her back her bloody RM100. arrrrgghhh.... RM100. RM100 its not like 100k u see! see now, that bloody RM100 make our relation worse. satisfied? fucking pissed man!!! i am pretty good enough that i did not complain a little about her while she stays here, except my family, no one else can imagine how troublesome was she. she is those type that ushe stay in ppl house n complians about everythg in my house. for example, she complains bout MY toilet, MY hair dryer, MY room... uh... is like MY entire house. n how nice my parents is to ask me to keep my mouth shut n bear with them because they are the guest!! please be note that im not making thgs worse, im just wanna declare n clarify about everything she ACCUSED. owh wait.. worse part, she act so sweet and good and kind n cute infront of me. hse said that she mis mee sooooo much n stuff like that. i really hate that! thats seriously disgusting. owh yea, her mum left her toothbrush here... thank god she didnt accuse that i steal their toothbrush. lol i'd really wanna cut n paste her email n post it into my blog to show all of u. but somehow unlike her, im not those ppl who make complains n taking summin bad about ppl! n i really duwan to make things worse, so that we wont be embarrass when we meet the next time.
owh well, kinda pity of her actually, may be she was brought up that way. neway, its passed, just hope she wont be staying in my house the next time she visits.

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life been so sweet lately. =)

lifeless life.

i'm lonely,

i'm tired,

i'm sad,

i'm happy,

i'm lucky,

i'm unlucky;

i'm million different things everyday of the week.
but i suppose OK is one of them.

i'm alive.

where i'd been?? well, tats not really the point. im still alive sue ann! =)
class started last week. owh yea, did i mention im doing interior design at raffles. i dunno how to answer when ppl ask me hows class or summin. wut do u mean by how? lol welll.. not really enjoying class.. may be is just the start. imagine... drawing n sketching lines, planes, points.etc. stuff lidat. worse part is i bearly able to comunicate v my classmates. or to say designers. may be its just our sense of fasion are different. no matter wut, i will finish this sem, n decide later whether to change course or not. thinking of environmental psychology and quantity suveying. believe me, end up i'll be doing sem or A'levels. im tired of all this. life been so miserable tho.


P.s i love you ia a good book. but my cousin says the movie are freaking boring. wutever. i'll still watch no matter wut. X)