tears.

im thinking what i actually want in my life.
achivements? ofcos.
happiness? i want it too.
money? yes!!!
sometime i overlook money matter.
it makes me sad the most.
financial problems suX.
i havent been through such big amount before.
RM13,000. i really duwan dump it in raffles.
but i guess im not happy studying there.
i dun ve much frens there.
not to look down on my classmates,
but i really dun ve competitors there.
can i improve?
may be its jus the starting part now.
its really a tough life now.
i hardly even smile.
not to mention laugh.

okie. let say i quit.
where im gonna head to?
KBU? not really a nice skul.
not even a good skul either.

thinking of the past.
pek yee: wan ting, life sucks. =(
me: life is meaningful wei! *smile real wide*


will i be happy like the past?
im thinking too much recently.
please help.


fuck.