stupid brainless uneducated lady!

okie third post today. hu cares? my blog!
keep quiet n read!
i really need to released all my hates, terror, stress this few days!

fuck.
i hate a gal in my working area.
n hell, she is nobody!!
tat stupid gal thinks tat she is so damn great tat she is my boss' fren!
okie my boss is a very well known dato. im sure whoever staying klang will know him.
he gotta meet reporters avday! may be u can see me in the newspaper too! jk!

okie back to topic.
she loves to brag, she said a worker from AEON makes her mad so she emailed to AEON management to make some complains. -.- very great izit?
she told everyone around her v a super high tone n a really irritating expression!
i feel like slapping her face man!
she too said :"they duwan take action i email chim chim english let them tao hin hin again!" with super chinese slang.
im like "pls show me some ur chim english? stupid shallow lady! even AEON cleaner can speak better den u man"
no offence. im too from a chinese background family n chinese educated!
but hell, at least v noe to agak agak! v show off whenever v have thgs to show.
unlike her, make me laugh only!
stupid clown! sry, clown is better!
stupid brainless uneducated lady!
yea, this one suits her best!

smoking boss!

n yea, the people in my working area shorten my life by smoking!
even my boss, the one i spent most of my time with!
damn it!

12.00am!

i really starting unliking my work.
i start work like 9am n reach home at 12am!
for me, working late is okie,
worse is i gotta attend functions, i gotta sit at de corner alone!
hardly even talk.
damn it.

for now i still dunno how much is my salary!
if i didnt get rm3k for a month.
fuck!

mum wants me to continue since i'd started!
fine, just one more month! XP
i promise i'll stop after feb.

double boring stuff.

another overdue post.
went piano class on friday.
i decided to continue my practical only.
theory is boring. n im not really into music line.
i love piano class not just b'cos i like piano.
i love my teacher. v spent time laughing n shouting in the class most of the time.
for now, she still need to use a cane while teaching me!! -.-


teacher.. look here!!
snapppp!


when she saw...
'i tel u, u better delete it!!!'
'dun let me catch u posting up in ur bloggg!!!' loll
den i show the same face to her!




***
browsing back my old baby album.
let me show u my 1st boyfriend!
he holds my hand, so tightly. dun b'lif? let u see one more clearer one!




saw?







lol my 1st dopey-look boyfriend. may be he is the top student now? hu noes!

yit ge chap lak ho.

well,
if u still remember
this post.
haha. yea this the day my grandma suppost to go for medical check up.
so i woke at 9am. 9AM! 9AM!
i accompanied her again! =)
went to the elderly department.


<<<-this is wut i expect to see.
sadly. instead of this.

<<<- i saw this.

heart eventually went so sour.saw many old man/woman went hospital themself.
some on the wheelchair.some using a tongkat, shivering.
i dun see smile n happiness on their face.thinking whether their children dump them or wut.im afraid i'll come up v excuses n neglect my parents next time.im even afraid my children ll dump me into the old folks home.
nobody feeds me. shevering when walking. back ache. no bed to sleep on.
no one to talk to. saliva all around.uh.. i'll wish to die earlier den.


i felt the guilt when flashing back,
how i mistreat my parents n grandma before.
when im happy, i treat them well.
when im not.
i jus reply them obnoxiously.
or i'll jus ignore. -.-


i dunno why i just cant help up with the talk back thg.
It's like spontaniously comes out from my mouth, without thinking.
n few minutes later. gosh.
GUILT.
and I wish to apologize sometimes
But... my pride... =(



okie. for now. those were no longer important.
i'll be a better person. =)
i'll be good to everyone. uh.. those who worth to be treated!



went for game plan today with my TF
-Thoughtful Fren
-Trouble Fren
-Terrible Fren! =D
he claims himself a thoughtful fren. wutever.
he accompanied me for interview in jusco.
i'll be a promoter soon! =(
uh. nvm. RM5 per hour. okie la.
back to game plan.
its a very very nice movie!
altho its predictable,
but still worth watching.
its touching. im afraid i'll weep tho! XD


till den.
good night. =)

pink

is creativity exhaustible?
is happiness exhaustible?
is dreams exhaustible?































im worried.

chu mei fong.

chu mei fong is a great listener!
she gave me advises n support that i needed badly.
thanks a whole bunch my fren!