rush of nostalgia at bangsar.

few days back, i visited the place where i spent my childhood. i was living there ten years ago, and i never have a visit ever since i shifted out. i didn't know i miss my childhood SO much.im glad that i went back in time and im able to relive such wonderful memories.
i was so excited, took a deep breath trying hard to smell my childhood. :] flashing back all the good old days, the stupidest thing i did, the cant-get-bored daily routine. magic is just everywhere! :D

moments shall be missed.

• the happiest moment ever - the LAST day of school!! its always the happiest day in a year. the day that every child most looking forward to.
  
  
• catching ladybugs. the red black spotted one, or u can get the yellow black spotted if you're lucky enough!
  
  
• build all you want using pillows. we jump on it, fall from it, build again.. and continue playing the same thing over and over agian without getting bored of it.
  
  
• the worse scene of all is when we are waiting for the arrival of our piano teacher!!!we're afraid of her. she cubit our arms till blue black whenever we play a wrong note. owh, thank you teacher.
  
  
• and when the grass-cutting-man cutting the grass with the spinning cutter making a scary noise. owh, i was SO afraid that the cutter may just cut off my leg or something, i always try to avoid to go out of the house.
  owh, why didnt a enjoy the smell of the freshly cut grass~?
  

feeling under the weather.

It's so gloomy outside,
so do my feelings.

I find my mood lifts considerably when the weather is good and drops badly when the weather is gloomy.

sometimes i feel im out of control. i cant control what im doing. in the end of the day, im thinking what am i doing? why did i messed up my own life? im
still uncertain about what i really wanted from my life, my relationship which i am still unclear if its coming or going. how many times do i need to fail?
owh well, lifes about failing, standing up, accepting and move on, right?

i know its okie for me to feel this way because i am experiencing some changes in life. walking into a new phase of life aint easy especially when i was in that comfort zone for so long.
i am excited about the change, anxious about the change, and depressed about letting go my previous life.

i really hope my class to start soon, and get really busy with life, and somehow, i will settle with my new life. and hopefully, the anxiety and depression will taper off then.

i shall stop wasting my strength struggling against my feelings;
yuanteng, patient and wait.


p.s. pardon me for my berketul ketul English as i had stop blogging since ages. and not studying for 6 months? lol i shall get so books and read now.
yuanteng blogging throughout the rainy weather. and its still raining.

owh! its 2010 already?

i shall continue blogging AGAIN! =D

Friendship is more than just being friends.

not very close friend.
not very old friend.
not those 24/7 sticking together friend.




yet, a very simple and true friend,
whom call you for nothing,
but just making sure that you finished your homework and revision.

whom let you feel youre someone in her life.

whom let you feel cared and loved.


just a very simple post for me to thank you for being my friend. and all the best to you and me in our coming A2. =/

my holiday pastime.

holiday. once the holiday begins, i plan and plan and plan for my holiday, im afraid that my holiday would turn up to be boring. and so from the 1st day of the holiday, i've been going out with all kinds of friend from am to pm every single day. today, i'd actually found that i'd lost the passion for shopping. is like going for shopping aimlessly, u see nothing, u feel nothing. and i know i wont get something satisfying this way. but fun part was, i get to see my old friends, talking non stop with them, know they are find these days. =D

I WANT TO REST!!!
this is the very yuanteng's way of holiday!
so tomoro i will let myself a day rest and do my all my favorite past time. =)
yuanteng's favorite pastime--letting my time pass, having my own sweet time, taking my own sweet time, wasting my time, and living out of time. =)



satisfactory guaranteed!

i the.. suckee?

okie. world. yea exam is over. a beautiful full stop. but yea lazy me. so save the 'wow! exam-is-finally-over!' post.

and, you knoe whatttt? klang is getting real hot. i mean high temperature hot. not klang people are hot okie. some yea. like yours truly? but not all lah.
and i dunno what happenned but its really hazey nowadays. opened burners, smokers, idonesians(no, i love kakaks!) i just dun like u all la okie.

okie those are not the main points that worth to blog about. but it link, because of the damn weather, the bloody sucker fly in my room to have some fresh cool air to live! MOSQUITOESSSSSSSSSSSSS! i dun mind they suck me tho. but hell, why they just have to wake me up middle of the night!! its so irritating to wake up just to shock them! yes, i use the electric racket shock-er to shock them. lol

sucker! and yuanteng the.... suckee? haha.

yuanteng finds..

super torturing to wait for the exams to end. yuanteng had been hanging for almost a month and yet exams still not ending yet. arrrgh! help~

its worse when seeing everyone is already enjoying thier holidays. =(

ellen quoted " the more i study, the more i realised that there are actually a lot more which i don't know."

yuanteng on the other hand quoted " the more i study, the more i realised im stupid not that smart."

if one day u find that i dont want to study already, dont worry, i just want to act smart. =)


have you ever noticed that the word 'studying' is made up of the words 'student' and 'dying'?
-Kay's.

my very precious asset to my mouth!

and this asset really bothersome!


remember i ever complained about the pain in my mouth due to my very precious assets growing in my mouth the most bottom left corner? yes. the pain come again! and so me tak boleh tahan went to seek for a dentist today. uhh.. just now.
my doctor. DR Reginald Sta Maria.. =D he very gentle, he very nice, he very soft spoken. he... uh.. i would have marry him if he is younger. lol
btw he is a oral surgeon weih!
okie back to topic.

took an X-ray periodically to see the alignment of my new yet to be pluck asset!
den he said.. aiyaaaa
my very precious asset broke partway through my gums, causing a flap of gum tissue to grow over them where food can be trapped and a devalope gum infaction! my asset is unable to break through my gums.
my asset had misaligned and might have to remove.
ouchhhh!
eh. mind you. not just simply pluck leh but have to undergo surgery! ouchh ouchh!
in conclusion, im tooooooo small to have such hugeee wisdom in me. lol being wise is not a great thing sometimes!
so yea. i really hope the pain go away soon. and my asset can grow healtily!
i went youtube to check it out how wisdom tooth is extracted just now. goshhh.. i opened watch like 2 mins and close. i scared i might have to undergo the surgery, better not to knoe so much!
stupid wisdom tooth that caused sooooo much pain and problems!

the promise between me and my blog!

arrrgh. shit. i hate this blog already.





wait. after exam k?
i clean clean my blog. polishhh and spray some perfume. =)

i promise! =)

me like much.

just thought u might like a little reminder.

CIE is next week!
uh wait.. live life positively.














holiday is just a month away!

spread the =]

=D

1 week.

of holidays study week.
Finally,it's over,and it's s'all goood. :]
1 week, i did not spend a night on my bed, not even a nap. =(
spend like 5days in thailand. 2 days in genting. 2days outing and stay over in lilian's place. what not. didnt touch any books. didnt practice piano. didnt kemas room. what i did the whole week was just spending. money.



Thailand-Hatyai.
i went thailand during thier new year. thier tradition is to spray water everywhere to every single human they saw. pour a small bolw of water on ppl's body. it's actually a sign of blessing. =] unfortunately, most of the people especially tourist from singapore and malaysia spray, shoot, throw, splash, throw water on everyone nomatter what. =( lol
the trip is fun beside the fact that im the only teens. so, yea, i played with all my-mum's-age aunties.
owh yea, no riots. i went hatyai. not bangkok.

dad and your beloved.

mum and your beloved.

morning.

afternoon.











night.

















yours truly. in the night street.
















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girlfriends.
went 1u with lilian, woon yee and her boyfriend. its fun going out with them. craped a lot with brooy as usual. =D then made woon yee and brooy waited like 1hour? out side craft heaven. a scrapbooking shop. me and lilian happily spending our sweet time inside. lol end up spending another RM320. holyyy crap!
owh yea, did i mention we went wondermilk at damansara utama before that? lol nice shop. nice design. nice cupcakes. unfortunately cannot visit often. we stay in klang! why? nvm. we enjoy eating bah kut teh. after that when back with lilian. slept with her. lol we stayed up chated and online untill late mid night 4am? @.@ and i missed my breakfast with michelle and ming wai the next morning.



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nothing much about genting, beside the fact that cousins and me gambling 24/7. lol

short one.

wisdom tooth is growing. but wisdom aint growing.


its freaking painful. i need an ice cream tub to ease the pain.



preferably, a mint flavour ice-cream with choco bits!

nobody told me there'd be days like these.

a mixture of different feelings.
from sad to depress and to distressed.
this is the peak of my bitter days i'd ever face in my 19years of living.
i didnt know days can be this tough.
is not like what ur thinking. u really cant imagine what im really facing.
is not like "owhhh examss izzit?". is not just exams okie.
arrrghh! i wanna grow up soon. i just duwan to stay at this moment. its really too much for a 19years old little kid u knoe.
arrrghhhhhhhhhhhh!






okie i always believe this
"tough time dont last."
let me prove this phrase right and can actually apply in life k?
god, if u hear me.

paperssss.

are driving me crazy.
papers are my everything.
i wake up i look at papers, before i close my eye, papers will be the last thing i glance at.
go to college oso look at papers, sometimes even fresh papers, those stacks of papers that teacher just distribute, and want us to either drink or swallow the whole damn thing by cook or crook!
hmmmm, wut a lifeless life.
samore thos papers are like, black and white only.
arrrgh.. papersssss!





i will have to be this crazy until end of the year.
slap me! if it helps waking me up! gahhhh!
lazy bugs are in my blood. cant help up.

a gift to my friends. dearest.

yuanteng only deals with beautiful things.
if you're one of my friend, you're beautiful. =)

Fuck.

i just wanna cry.

i hate i hate i hate people being so lovey lovely loving!
im jealous i know. fuck! i hate this feeling.
jealous is rarely my thing, why this time?




let me overcome all this nonsense, just this time alright?

20/03/2009

today i went for the cervical cancer vaccination at taylors.
joint event by MSD, klinik Lee and ofcourse taylors.

very very spontaneously,
today im so so boring studying alone at foyer
[altho the foyer guy infront of me, but no mood la, everyday i look at him, he didnt even notice me =(. so forget it la. you think no body wants yuanteng meh, altho im still waiting la. but im sure there will be someone okie. ]

so. i go thru my phone contact one by one, den saw "amanda"
okie la, so long didnt see this zha bo already.
calling..
me:amanda, where u?
amanda:me? now in skul waiting for my turn to inject lar. so sket~
bla.. bla.. bla..
me:izzit? ey, i want injection too!
amanda: come now la.
me: okie wait for me. hahahha

so while injecting, quite scary, the very nice doctor gimme a pack of milo and ask me to squeeze.



this is the end product of it. poor milo. esprecially the girl infront of it Xp






































im waiting for you, but when you come to me. im not going to turn to you. not even a glance.

oh~ slap me.
slap me!

what a day. my teacher's fault!

a historical day maybe.
or rather i hope it wont happen in my life anymore!

today i reach college at 8am! 7 plus plus infact.
and you noe what? my 1st calss only starting at 3.30pm.
so i waited like 7.30hours. -.-
my 8.30am class cancelled. my 1.30pm also class cancelled.
the worse damn thing is we only get to noe the class cancelled right before the time that the class suppose to start at.
see sunway management?? intro people join sunway A levels oso turun my standard. if they can tel us earlier, at least i can stay at home for like 7 more hours right. -.-and their excuse was EMERGENCY leave. i wonder how many emergency leave they can actually have.

well well well. i talked the 7.5hours away. cause im too awake to sleep. hahaha! there goes my day.

yuanteng.Lee.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Yuan teng!

1. If you lace yuan teng from the inside to the outside, the fit will be snugger around your big toe.
2. The International Space Station weighs about 500 tons and is the same size as yuan teng.
   [haha, im HUGE!!! ]
3. Ostriches stick their heads in yuan teng not to hide but to look for water!
   [water? lol ]
4. Yuan teng can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid!
   [so, hot people out there, dont come near me! ]
5. Plato believed that the souls of melancholy people would be reincarnated into yuan teng!
   [so, im melancholy in my previous life? haha btw, wuts that? ]
6. Forty percent of the world's almonds and twenty percent of the world's peanuts are used in the manufacture of yuan teng.
7. In her entire life, yuan teng will produce only a twelfth of a teaspoon of honey.
   [does that mean im not sweet? awwww =( ]
8. Ninety-six percent of all candles sold are purchased by yuan teng.
   [haha,heat destry yuanteng, yet yuanteng buys 96% candles ]
9. The patron saint of yuan teng is Saint Eugenie.
10. If you break yuan teng, you will get seven years of bad luck!
    [hahahhahah.. i like this the most. so ppl who break my heart, becareful yea.]

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all these nonsense are from michelle's blog obviously!